I Struggle!

Let your steadfast love, O Lord, be upon us, even as we hope in you.

Psalm 33:22 ESV

 

Sometimes I feel like I could just write this one sentence and everyone would agree.

I struggle. PERIOD.

Enough said for widows and anyone who suffers loss, women, broken people, those with illness or disabilities, men, teens, Christians, unbelievers, old, young, rich and poor, everyone….

We all struggle.

I’m not “Super Susie Sunshine Christian” trying to make everyone around me believe that I have it all together and walk through life with no worries, pressures, or struggles.  I am a real woman trying to serve a very real God. Which I think will be a book someday, but for now, it’s just who I am. I’m on staff in this ministry, on staff at my church, own a business, founded a nonprofit, and yet most days I’m just trying to get out of bed and be dressed. That’s it; all I’ve got.

I struggle with lies of the enemy about my place, my worth, my value, my impact. I have less years to live than I’ve already lived. Will my life make a difference? I struggle with grief and brokenness, self image, weight and beauty, with financial decisions and provision. I struggle with words and thoughts that are not in, of, and for God.

Most people who meet me during the course of a day would not think this is true of me. By God’s grace alone, most days I make it past dressed and out of bed. I speak for a living, so I have to work hard to craft my people skills and my God given talents and gifts. I sing, write and travel. My desire is to empower everyone, I am allowed to speak into, with a glimpse of how to become their best selves. I want His light to shine through me. I KNOW God, I TRUST God and I try to LIVE God out-loud. I know how to take thoughts captive and command the enemy to flee not by my power, but by the power of Christ in me. Yet, there are still days when I struggle.

The difference is I have hope even when I struggle. Hope tomorrow will be a better day. That it will be a highlight reel day, instead of a cutting room floor day. Hope I can pull it together, because I get on my knees and let it go. Hope God will indeed be who He says He is; my redeemer, my rescuer, the lover of my soul.

Hope.

Hope is the most powerful tool of the human mind, the most sought after human emotion, and the only thing that some of us cling to on the worst days. God has a great deal to say about hope. This four letter word is mentioned over 120 times in the Bible. He knew we would NEED hope and as always, He provided.

Psalm 42:11 Why are you cast down, O my soul, and why are you in turmoil within me?

Hope in God; for I shall again praise him, my salvation and my God. 

Proverbs 23:13 Surely there is a future, and your hope will not be cut off.

I Corinthians 13:7 Love bears all things, believes all things, hopes all things, endures all things.

I have no idea what you struggle with, but I want you to know today, if you struggle, it’s okay. We all do. You ARE NOT the only one! Grab hold of this fact, hope can overcome any of our struggles if our hope is found in the Lord.  Lay claim to His power, His strength, His promises. The struggle may be real, but in Christ there is truth and power. He is reality! The enemy has already been defeated and the victory has already been won.

Let your prayer today be a way to call it out; “I am victorious in Christ. He carries my burdens!” Jesus, my hope is in You. Amen!


 

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Dr. Teri Cox is an international education consultant, speaker and author. Teri is the Production Director for A Widow’s Might. She joined the team in October of 2012 after losing her best friend, Daryl, in March of 2012. She looks forward to a life of music, missions, and ministry with God in control. Teri counts it an honor and a privilege to be allowed to share the Gospel message through word and song. Her desire is to make God’s name more famous and allow His mosaic of her life to become a more beautiful picture than she could ever have imagined.

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4 replies
  1. FlowerLady
    FlowerLady says:

    Yes, I struggle, some days more than others, and Jesus most certainly is my hope. He is my strength when I am weak, He lifts me up in His strong arms, He loves me deeply and tenderly.

    The past couple of weeks were a bit rough. Hurricane Matthew was supposed to hit right close to me here in s.e. FL but God kept it out east of us and we were spared. But, I had to go through the motions of getting my little place as ready as possible. It was my first hurricane without my dear husband. It was scary! I am thankful to Jesus for His tender care.

    Today is a new day. A time to trust and hope in Him for taking care of all of my needs big and small. He knows exactly what I need, and also knows my desires.

    God’s continued blessings on you as you be a light to many in all of your endeavors.

    Love, hugs & prayers ~ FlowerLady

    • Teri Cox
      Teri Cox says:

      Praising God that you made it through the storm without much damage. I can’t imagine how scary it was. He loves you and we are grateful for you!

  2. Bright 🔆 Star
    Bright 🔆 Star says:

    Thank you so much Terri. It’s so encouraging to know there are other people going through the same stuff I can identify with. Thank you for being real and the reminder when despair wants to creep in there is HOPE IN GOD when we struggle with certain things. Going through a period of ups and downs but I will continue to cling to and lean into the ONE, my ROCK. my STRENGTH ,STRONG TOWER: JESUS CHRIST. God bless you as you continue to share your heart.

    • Teri Cox
      Teri Cox says:

      So glad this post met you where you are today. He is faithful even when our emotions falter. Much love, Teri!

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