Yet you do not know what tomorrow will bring. What is your life? For you are a mist that appears for a little time and then vanishes.
James 4:14 (ESV)
I stood gripping the edge of the counter, steadying myself, the memory of Tom washing through me like a flash flood of warm splashes, both refreshing and threatening at the same time.
Refreshing, because Tom exuded joy in his life—a twinkle in his eye and a keen sense of how to look at every moment and see the irony in it, the joy in it.
Threatening, because like Tom himself, I knew that immediacy of feeling the warmth of those moments would be lost when the cold hard reality would set in again—he’s gone. He’s gone.
Life made a certain sense to Tom more so than it did to others, and anyone around him wanted that.
It was his secret to joy. And most of us walking about on this earth don’t have it.
What was Tom’s secret?
Was it Christ? Yes, that was part of it—Tom sought after Christ like no one I had ever seen.
But it was more than that. It was a wisdom—a sense that nothing on this planet is permanent, and that truth is okay. Because there is more. There is permanence in the next life.
When Tom finally chased after the Truth in the Gospels, he did so with this burning desire to understand, what’s next, God? He had raised kids from his first marriage, and they were now grown. He had started businesses, watched some grow, and watch some close down. We had gone through ups and downs in our marriage. And he would notice one thing…
It all eventually vanishes.
Children grow up and leave. Businesses are never the same. Friendships shift and people’s lives can change on a dime. There’s got to be something more.
There is, and Tom found it.
When you know you are eternally safe with God, you can stop clutching on to this life, hoping the sands will stop shifting beneath your feet. You will begin to just enjoy the ride of the shifting sands—enjoy that little toddler who is creating havoc in your home. Enjoy the brooding teen for who he is, a wonderful mixed up ball of hormonal creation whom God placed in your care because He entrusted you. Enjoy each of these dinner dates in that crazy process called dating. Laugh at the moments when you discover incompatibilities, trusting that God has a plan for the rest of your life.
Grab hold of every moment with laughter and purpose.
Because each of us as widows have learned something. Our precious husbands left this world too soon, and since then, our lives were never the same. We’ve learned that everything changes in the end.
But we also know that our husbands still exist somewhere. We have a connectedness in our souls, a relational memory of someone we know is behind that curtain we might call the gates of Heaven.
Like a window into Heaven.
It makes a tragic view of this world, a view that says, it all goes away in the end, okay.
Not just okay, but encouraging.
Because we can rise above the pain and sorrow of events around us, knowing Heaven awaits.
Lord Jesus, help us find Your perspective through our window into Heaven. Help us enjoy the ride of life and see more humor in each moment. Teach us to grasp each moment and decide to impact those around us so they see a window into Heaven like the rest of us.
Kit Hinkle is an author and speaker. She was an original writer of A Widow’s Might in 2008, and after four years with that ministry, expanded it and founded A New Season Ministries, Inc. Once the ministry became established, she turned the leadership over, yet continues to contribute articles while she focuses on her finest career as a mother to two high school boys, two boys in college, and a grown son and daughter whom she helped her husband raise before he passed away. She has lived through corporate careers as a chemical engineer and a management consultant, but now enjoys walks on the beach with her chocolate lab. She loves to sit with another who is walking through her tough road and show that woman Christ. It’s an honor to participate in His kingdom.
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